Elizabeth Dueweke, USA – IBE Golden Light Award Winner 2019
Searching for the Right Story By Elizabeth B. Dueweke At 18, my future felt certain. I was going to study at Smith College and become a journalist. I loved to meet people and tell their stories. I knew it wouldn’t be easy, but I was ready to take on my dreams. My plans for my future changed a few months before graduation when I had my first seizure in the school computer lab. I stood up, looked around, and crashed to the ground. Dozens of students saw me carted out of the high school on a stretcher, their faces pressed to the classroom windows. The scene repeated itself months later. I nursed a tongue cut by clenched teeth along with my damaged ego. My doctor couldn’t give me any answers. There was no guarantee the seizures would stop. I felt incredibly lonely. My doctor said “epilepsy” and my family didn’t talk about it. I didn’t think there was an entire community of people like me. The prejudice I experienced didn’t help. I was turned away from the emergency room, dismissed as needing therapy. The uncomfortable stares, and my new doctor’s fruitless tests because he didn’t believe my diagnosis, wore me down. [...]